15 and fucked up .diagnosed with major depression disorder (MDD) and social anxiety . selfharm started at 12 years . I'm defenitly not perfect, I'm no where near it I have suicidal thoughts all the time, I hear voices, which makes me feel crazy, I hate who I am, who I'm not and who I used to be, .most of the time i feel like im drowning in my imperfection. days without cutting : 0